Sleepless night. I really dread this the most. Never would I realise that I would get so affected by this incident. The previous time I had a such a serious conflict with a fren was when was in primary sch. Years of not meeting such problems have left me totally at a loss when a similar situation hit upon me all of a sudden. I told myself to stop thinking bout it, and let nature take its course, but still, the min I close my eyes, my mind will be full of thoughts of this incident. I have unknowingly let this issue affected me so much, to the extent that my asthma has come back to haunt me again. A few weeks ago, I was still relieved that I have not been having any asthma attacks ever since after O Level, n now the whole torturous experience has come back again. Sometimes, I juz hate myself being so weak - both physically and mentally-. I have been trying hard to think of a solution to this problem, and yet, I have let this incident affected me so much. Insomnia, asthma attacks, and even this problem, how can I overcome them?
4th mvmt; The Grand Finale
6:31 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Again, I did not have my lunch and dinner today. Did not have my lunch as I did not have the time to. Did not have my dinner because the damn lizard happily helped me to eat it. I was practising the piano when dinner was ready, and by the time i reached the dining table, that damn lizard was seating there enjoy the meal. Alright, I know it sounds ridiculous for me to dwell over such a small issue, but lizard is my biggest fear. I could never conquer this fear, no matter how hard I try to. Too bad for me, I have to forgo my dinner. My gastric is aching once again. Alright, I'll juz pretend that I did not feel the pain. At least this helps me to burn calories. Okies, I'll juz go and have a good rest n dream bout food, so that the pain will be gone tomorrow. Thx a whole lot, Mr Lizard.
4th mvmt; The Grand Finale
12:14 AM
Forte
*Name: Guyue *Christian name: Cheryl *I'm a christian, & i LOVE MUSIC! *I aim high *in order to do my best. *Im friendly, & love to smile *although I look stern when serious. *Everyone knows I'm a *BIG BLUR QUEEN *but with a mature mindset (Hahs that's what my frens say) *I'm very sensitive in nature *I do treasure all my frens around me *because each and every one of them is like a gift from God. *After exams, i'll lyk to craze with my frens! *Because you only get to live once!
Dolce
*MUSIC
*PLAYING THE PIANO & VIOLIN *BALLET *MY DEAREST & CLOSET FRENS *MY LOVING PARENTS *MY BEETHOVEN DOG THAT I HUG EVERY NIGHT *PREPARING & ATTENDING CONCERTS *FREDERIC CHOPIN *SHOPPING
Crescendo
~Enjoy the most of my life after O level
~Improve on my ballet steps.
~Get distinction for my piano diploma exam. ~& Get distinction for my violin Grade 8 exam too. ~Get desirable results for O level ~Go to esplanade more often! ~Read Princess Diaries ninth edition ~Serve God more devotely ~Stay happy in Temasek JC nxt year ~Hope my close frens can get into TJC with me ~& I really hope my asthma would heal one day! ~Get more frens to watch Talento VI TO BE CONTINUED... WOW! I must be greedy to have so many wishes
