Saturday, January 3, 2009
Welcoming the arrival of 2009 with my warmest heart. I'm sure this year is going to be a great year, I guess. In this new year, there shall be resolutions to make, self improvements to be done, and of course, many brand new things to do and experience.
Of course, not all things can go according to one's will. The very first event that went according to my will is the endless banquets and dinners I'm being FORCED to attend. According to many people's opinion, this may be a good thing - being invited banquets and dinners-. Well, not so when you have endless to attend. But that's not the point. The most crucial point is that I already have some other many more things to be busy with, but have to be forced to attend some dumb banquets and dinners and thus taking away the time for me to complete my own plans. I dun see the point of seating in a resturant and drinking wine with some businessman whom I have no slightest idea who they are ( oh, and I drank more red wine today, of which with a much higher percent than the one I drank the day before. & of course, with my horrible alcoholic skill, I got drunk again and almost vomitted. Alas. That is juz so 'nice'.) I met my grandfather's extreme displeasure when I voiced out that I DO NOT wish to attend another dinner treat tomorrow. Fine, my fault for voicing out, HAPPY?! And there are SO many things I've not done (say, practising the violin) juz because I've wasted so much of my time attending all these. Once you are done with the one today, there's another one the next day. Once you are done with the one for next day, there'll be another one the day after. That's juz........ ENOUGH!
Well, I have to say that that's life. There'll definitely be many obstacles and things going against our will. What we have to do is to learn to adapt, and to overcome the obstacles with a brave heart, and of course, a smart mind. That shall be my new year's resolution. Of course, there are many more others, but this is one of the main ones. Let's all juz hope that 2009 will be better. (=
4th mvmt; The Grand Finale
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